Desire

The sun creeps down upon me doing things that I don’t really know about. What is  it all about? It doesn’t really matter. But, what I do know is that it’s happening. Sadness, anger, man what can you do?

Sometimes, I think about what should I do, but the end results don’t make much sense. I can’t get to where I really want to be. And where is that? Some place without doubt and fears, but which planet is that? Who knows? Seems funny what we think because it’s impossible to achieve its desires. Follow a desire, for example, I want to become rich, a very popular one. It seems like if you have a lot then you will be safe, more secure, feel more solid in some way. Then you go about doing this, getting cash and then when you are nice and rich you take a look around but still feel just about the same. Why is that? It’s because the pattern of thought remains the same; the same as before you became rich. It's just a pattern of thought, and desire still just desires.

If someone could actually promise you that after you achieve whatever it is that you desire, that you wouldn’t desire any more I think that would be something I would take them up on. Like, you make a bunch of cash, have a great house, you’re in really good shape and then that’s it. Desiring is all over! You got it all! But, it all just continues until a light is shined upon desire itself. Until then, that’s what you will be forced to follow.