it's like that

It’s funny how it’s like that. It’s just how it is. Liking or disliking doesn't change the way it is. I guess it's really just bias. Unless your fully aware, than you’ll always be bias. It’s impossible not to be that way because you come from a perspective. I wish I could be free but now I know that is not in the cards. Freedom is a fable, and I know that because it talks of other places, wonderful places, places that are not here or here but better. But, here is life, as it is, as god intended it to be. I am alive but fail to see the magic of it, just mostly find its faults an focus on them. Trying to fix the way it is, is not the way to know it. That’s just judgments. The Buddha said that you watch seeing that there is no-self, impermanence and suffering. That’s it! If you just look and judge and want things to change, then that is what your life will be about. We live what we resist, holding onto it. The way to really let something go is to not connect yourself with it in any way. If you try to do that, than you’ll have trying as your connection.

It’s obvious that things are changing all the time but not possible that the thinking mind comes to really know that. Thinking doesn’t seem to work that way. Thinking just has it’s ways and follows that.

Wishing is beautiful wanting but wanting all the sameJ